I wish..

Every night when i lie on my bed, I end up thinking of you. I can't really pen down all my thoughts because when i sit to write those thoughts fade away.. Maybe they don want to be published :) Even if i make up my mind not to think about u, invariably ur the last person on my mind before i drift off to sleep.

I wish i had the courage to tell u how much u mean to me. I wish i could just look into those eyes of urs, and get lost in them. I wish i could tell you that u ignite the flames of desire in me. The burning desire to talk to you, to belong to u, to love n be loved, to hold u tight n never let go.. But these things happen only in dreams, or in movies. Not in the reality called Life.

This is not written with the intention of making u read. I don expect that. Its jus that I feel better after expressing myself. And a faint hope that ull read it..and understand the depth of these words hidden behind the lines. After all, we all live on Hopes, Faith and Prayers right?

A real funny thought crossed my head last night when i was studying for the exam. I wish LOVE came with an OPTION. A Put/Call Option that could be exercised.You know, something like I buy the Option and exercise it in order to prevent you from going away..like u prevent the stock prices from falling.. lol.. i know its a stupid comparison, but it helped me remember the concepts during the exam!
How I wish that was possible :(

I wonder why it so happens that u have a thousand thoughts in your head, but when you sit down to pen it, u r left with a blank page staring back at you! is it just me? or does everyone experience this loss of words?

Its been such a long time now.. sometimes I wonder.. Did I really see that spark in your eyes for me? Or was it my Illusion? my frustrated heart trying to convince my mind? Because if what i saw in ur eyes was true, I'm ready to wait forever to belong to you.

People say Love is blind, but I think it's blind, deaf, dumb, paralyzed, But still the most Beautiful feeling in the whole wide world. I wish u'd feel the feel I feel ;)

Wishes.. and more Wishes...

Miss You!

I sit by the window Thinking of u
The night is still the same
The moon still smiling...
The stars still twinkling...
The cool breeze still blowing past me...
But... The moon isn't the same one
We used to once watch together
The stars that twinkle Don’t leave my face beaming anymore
The breeze doesn’t carry your messages anymore
Why? What went wrong?
Neither do you know, nor do I.

There was so much I wanted to tell you,
So much I wanted to do.
But I did not…
Because I did not know I will lose you…
So rapidly…so abruptly…
I thought we were destined to be together
But I did not know destinies can be changed

I still remember the day clearly
When you came into my life
Like a bustling wind
And filled my heart with all the happiness It could hold…
Gave my face a thousand smiles,
Gave me a thousand hopes and promises
All those silly things we laughed at…
The tiny world that we once lived in…
But then…who knew that Those very smiles and moments of laughter Would be a cause for the tears I shed today?

You know not how lonely I am
Without your love and support
You know not the pain I am going through
The amount of tears I shed for you…
Come back, come back to me
I promise you all the happiness in the world,
All the love that you’ll ever need…
Our tiny world seems too big and crude
Without your cheerfulness and support
Without your love and laughter…
Come back, come back before it’s too late
After all you never know… when life runs you out!

I Love You!

" I love it when u pretend like am jus another person in ur life but ur eyes convey how special i am..
i love it when u wear my fav shirt every other day..
i love the fact that u don change ur aftershave just bcz I love the smell..
I love the smell of ur perfume on my clothes..
i love the comfort of ur shoulders when my head rests on it..
i love the way ur fingers manage to fit between mine completely..
i love the way u look at me n tell me am crazy!
and i love the way u whisper when u talk to me..
i love the way u sing songs out of the blue..
and i love the fact only u n no one else can make bring the biggest smile on my face even when am at an
all time low
! and if v don spend the rest of our lives together, i would probably not die,
but would surely carry the regret to my grave..
I LOVE YOU!