Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Random Thoughts..

Life behaves in a very weird way. Am quite sure, every one around me would agree to it. It surprises u, shocks u, makes u smile, makes u cry, makes u laugh until u get cramps in ur stomach and makes u shed tears enough to fill an ocean. You cant live with it, You cant live without it!!

One of life's most unwanted facets is Loneliness. People often associate loneliness with being alone, staying aloof, running away from the world, not wanting to talk to anyone, etc. But what I've learned is, u need not go to a seashore n sit and stare at the water to feel lonely. You need not go to a mountain top or walk in the rain and cry. You need not lock yourself in the room either. Loneliness is something that will envelop you even in a crowd. You could be laughing amidst a thousand people, and your heart could be crying within. You could be rejoicing with a million others, but your eyes would still be searching for that one special someone. You could be dancing the night away with friends, but your heart would still be wanting to hold that person tight n slow dance!

Have u ever experienced a time when you are all smiles one minute and crying uncontrollably the next? Waited for one chance to let him or her know how much he/she means to you but couldn't find a way to? Played a conversation in mind a million times even though u know it wouldn't happen? Cursed fate, Questioned the existence of the Almighty?

When life poses u questions you don have an answer for, whom do u turn to? God? What if there's no response form there as well? How long are you to wait?

I shall complete the post when i find the answers. Until then, its open ended :)